I left your side ... but I hast cast your

One tiny piece of metal destroys everything
I ripped her insides out took her light away
from me
from the world.
Dying?.
Seems like  it takes forever.
I need help.
how did this happen?,
the one person
who should be here is gone a waste like you gets to live.
tara?.
you do not get to say her name.
I let her go.
i didn't  mean to .
she was with me.
she's really dead and I killed her.